But, he actually liked one of my friends(not a big suprise, a lot of guys do). Then, we became better friends and I misinterpreted the signs he was sending me and thought he liked me. Last September, I realized I had a crush on this one guy I was sort of friends with. 汉语, Franais, Deutsch, עברית, Italiano, 日本の, 한국의, Portugus, and Espaol!Anyway, I was we realized disappointed but I got over it.We were still kind of friends until he started making racist jokes about me and I gave him the silent treatment for about a month.
Travis and I began to spend time together every day, and soon we began holding hands, hugging, cuddling, and tickling.
About two months ago he made me cry with his insensitive racist jokes and I was done. The popular girl in my class likes him and she hates me. I hate that because of him, I hate seeing him again.
I hated how I always forgave him for the terrible things he said to me and pretended it didn't really hurt my feelings. I don't know if I still hate him(I don't typically hold a grudge against others) but I'm not ever talking to him again. But I don't know why, I made it look like I like him. So one day this guy from my church, we'll call him Travis, just texts me out of the blue.
He told me that he wasn't over his ex girlfriend yet, and he wasn't quite ready for a relationship.
I forgave him, hoping he'd be nicer or at least less racist, but I was so wrong. I hate that he always says stupid jokes to me and I always laugh at them. I hate that he kept stalking me through social media, and I'm always excited about it. And kept telling him that I'm always flirting with him.
He doesn't know where to draw the line with those kind of jokes and it makes me so mad. My best friend always teases me about this, saying that he likes me. I hate that he keeps staring at me in class, making me feel shy. Saying irrelevant stuff that I don't need to know, just to make me laugh. I hate that he listens to her and started ignoring me. I hate that he tried to avoid me so that I will hate him.